Bring Fyrst Home

I just watched dateline,it was about David Goldman fighting to bring his son Shawn home from Brazil.Shawns mother fled to her home country of Brazil when Shawn was a baby, remarried but passed away suddenly during the birth of her second child.Her Brazilian husband refused to allow David(Shawns biological father) to go home and live with his father.I could barely keep it together during the 2 hour program.

Every second of every minute of every hour of every day David said his heart was broken as long as he and Shawn werte apart,I feel every emotion David felt.It took ten years for David to get his son back I can only imagine the feeling David had when the day arrived but watching him talk about it chockoed me up.At one point David dateline showed an earlier interview with David Goldman and he said I will never give up on my son and again I could feel what David felt when he spoke those words.

It took almost ten years for David and Shawn to be together again and they were reunited for the holiday.David talked about how he waited so long to hear Shawn say Daddy I love you  and I felt his heart again.Such a small phrase that holds the world in it's meaning.I have so many of the same questions David had like will Fyrst still love me?,will Fyrst remember me?,is he going to be angry? I dont know the answers to those questions but I know I will never give up on my son.

 Sometime I feel like Im alone and no one can imagine how I feel and at times it's true.So many men that have children are not involved with the child at all,they never see there child even though he or she lives just blocks away or they promise to come see them and never show,if that father could feel the absense I feel everyday they would change how they treat their children.My ex knows my health situation and could care less if I passed away and Fyrst never saw me again that way he would never know that I never abandoned him and I loved him more than I can describe,how can a mother be so cruel.Gennifer should imagine how she would have felt if her father passed trying to find her just to tell her he loved her but because of another persons hate he never gotthe chance,how would she feel!